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Monday, November 23, 2009

If someone you love hurts you cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it

You said you didn't want to see me get hurt, so does that mean you closed your eyes when I cried?And I wish I was a kid again, because skinned knees are easier to fix then broken hearts,yes thats the truth.Because I never really had you at all,I didn't think it would hurt this much to lose you.How can I love again when I can't stop loving the one that hurt me so much?Ask me how many times my heart has been broken and I will tell you to look in the sky and count the stars.I'm sick and tired for loving someone and they didn't love you back as you hoping.And my life is like broken pencil,theres no point to love someone. I'm just broken-hearted girl. How can I move on when I'm still in love with you ?

sincerely,
Hanney Rosli

You think you know me but seriously you've got no idea.

Geez, if I could get through to you, kiddo, that depression is not sobbing and crying and giving vent, it is plain and simple reduction of feeling. Reduction, see? Of all feeling. People who keep stiff upper lips find that it's damn hard to smile.This is my depressed stance. When you're depressed, it makes a lot of difference how you stand. The worst thing you can do is straighten up and hold your head high because then you'll start to feel better. If you're going to get any joy out of being depressed, you've got to stand like this.Hmm,I'm the girl who is lost in space, the girl who is disappearing always, forever fading away and receding farther and farther into the background. Just like the Cheshire cat, someday I will suddenly leave, but the artificial warmth of my smile, that phony, clownish curve, the kind you see on miserably sad people and villains in Disney movies, will remain behind as an ironic remnant. I am the girl you see in the photograph from some party someplace or some picnic in the park, the one who is in fact soon to be gone. When you look at the picture again, I want to assure you, I will no longer be there. I will be erased from history, like a traitor in the Soviet Union. Because with every day that goes by, I feel myself becoming more and more invisible.*sighs

Sincerely, Hanney Rosli

You stole my heart and then you kicked it aside

Hey you
So you never really found your way
Stay true
Did you ever make it through today?

I know that when i think about a day without it
Everyday's the same
You wish that you could find someone
But i'm the only one to blame

Can't you see
I beg and plead
Cause when your eyes light up the skies at night
I know you`re gonna find your way back to me

No don`t
Don`t you ever let a piece of me down
Cause time won't
Get back when i'm never around

When we live between so many walls
That i can barely breathe
You say that you just want someone
But i'm the only one you need

Can't you see
I beg and plead
Cause when your eyes light up the skies at night
I know you're gonna find your way

If it's me
That you don't need
When the lights go out tonight i know
You're never gonna find your way

Soon when i get you i won't let you go
Oooh if i let you
You can take away all that i thought was wrong
And if you hear me there`s not much to say
There's gotta be a better way

Can't you see
I beg and plead
Cause when your eyes light up the sky tonight
I know you're going to find your way back to me

Can't you see
I beg and plead
Cause when the lights go out tonight
I know you`re never gonna find your way

If it's me
That you don't need
That when the lights go out tonight
I know you're never gonna find your way
If you pace around the world?
And when your eyes light up the skies at night
I know you're gonna find your way back to me